Days in school~

Lately, I really dOn't have the mOod to update my blOg. Everyday working is tiring!

And this has been nearly 3 weeks of me wOrking as a teacher a school. If the first week I replaced the arabic teacher, nOw I am replacing the mathematic teacher for year 3 & 4.

Gosh! Even though there's only 3 classes that I've got to teach, but then it's really tiring!!

To control them it took 15mins, to ask them to be silent it took 10 min, to ask them to do work it took them another 10 mins. Overall, frankly to say, it took me to keep the class in a good condition more than 30 mins!

Arghhhhh....! I really don't think that I have the soul to be a teacher. I'm not suitable in this job.

Most of my time in class is scolding the students. Oh NO!!!

It seems that that I'll be getting old earlier than anyone my age~

huhu... hate so to shOut everytime... If you ask my friends, I rarely shout or show my angriness to other people unless when its time to 'kawad'. I hate so to shout here & there. Its just wasting my energy & vOice! Just imagine my energy is wasted on shouting!! And once when I'm really tensed, I'll get my migraine back.

When first I was offered with this job, I accepted it as I thought I could gain many experience from teaching. I tried to be sincere & patient in doing this job, but I just can't! And I failed so to do my best.

Now I know how hard my teachers have been struggling for us to see our excellence not only in academics, but also in 'akhlaq'. Its not easy for them to control easy earlier in our time. And now, most of them have been teaching in school more than 10 years and they can still remain patient in teaching the students. Well, young soul like me really give up easily in facing such challenge.

Come on Iman! ! You can dO it!! chaiyOk!

(seems like me aih? I'm teaching math tOo...)

1st day of wOrking!~

Hai everyone!! Yesterday I just started my new jOb as a teacher in Sekolah Rendah Islam Hidayah (SRIH), JB. For your information, this school was my school when I first started primary school in Malaysia in standard two. And I remain in Hidayah till form 5, and now I became one of the teachers in SRIH together with my teachers since I was standard two. Nearly 10 years have passed, but they still remain the same. ;)

Yesterday, my first job is to look after the standard 5 students for their english examination.

So boring! Had to wait in the hall for one and a hals hour! My feet ached for standing too much;~

I don't know how can the examiners for the UPSR, PMR & SPM can stay in the hall doing nothing for quite a long time. It's just sO bOred!!

Mukhayyam!!

Alhamdulillah, after all the pressure from exams, finally, we get the chance to release our tensions after nearly 2 weeks facing the EXAMS!!!

On Monday night, our jOurney to the camping begin. Well actually, the camping site was not that far that we have to start the journey at night, but then nobody can pick us up at nilai the next day as the seniors in gombak are busy having classes. So, that night we slept at the musolla in Mahallah Asma', IIUM Gombak.

The next day, we start our new day with a new spirit to go to the camping in Rebutia Camp Training Centre. As promised, we waited till 9.30am for the transporter. But no one came. Then, I received a message which asks us to gather at the big stairs at the main entrance and we have to find our own way there. Seems like everyone didn't know the way, so we explore the way ourselves by using our instinct. hehehe.... Gosh, not long after that we met with kak maryam who was on her way to class.

The program started at 11.00am with an intro by abg sani and an ice-breaking by kak asma'.

The participants are from CFS Nilai & PJ campus. We get to know each other & it was rather fun when everyone had to do their own trademark. From here we can know what type of person she is. After the ice-breaking, we had a break for lunch & zuhur prayers. Then, the first slot was given by akh haris amaran from nottingham university (in m'sia) which covers mostly the intro of Da'wah. That afternoon after the 'asr prayers, it was the Tracking slot for the sisters while the brothers do the cookings. hehehe.... Its not always that we can taste their cookings, so, this is the time right? (U know what??? they slaughtered the chicken themselves but unfortunately, didn't got the pic in action) ^_^"

Ok, back to the tracking. I rather say this tracking as a water tracking b'coz 95% of the tracking is in the river. There are 4 checkpoints that we have to go through. 1st at kak husna where she asked a variety of questions which consists of the world, seerah & fiqh. 2nd the CP at kak azyan where she asked us to pluck the leaves from these 5 trees which is Kesum, Paku pakis, Sekoi, Senduduk, & Periuk Kera. 3rd CP at kak aminah where she asked us to go through the tunnel by lifting one of us all the way. I think the length of the tunnel was around 300 meters... Think so...

At the last CP, kak maryam was awaiting us to make the longest chain made from anything we can find there.

That night after all the tracking, everyone was starving in hunger. We caught the smell of rice which made us more hungry!!! hehe... The guys cooked chicken with ketchup+fried cabbage. The cooking wasn't that bad as everyone was starving!! hehe....

Proceed to the next slot by ust hasanuddin entitled 'Jundiyyah & Pemimpin' (lebih krg mcm tu laa.. x igt plk sbb tls dlm buku)... The 2nd day again the day was filled with talk. 3rd slot by abg wan am which was about organization management. he practiced the management through a simulation which made us more understand the needs of a leader in an organization. Moreover, the 4th slot was by pakcik Zaid kamaruddin. That afternoon, its the time for us the sisters to do the cookings. And our menu's are like the day b4 since we haven't got enough chicken with ketchup+fried cabbage with long beans+sardine.

Culture night which was supposed to touch our hearts make us burst into laughter. Everyone made a spontaneous performance which is based on Sinetron, Advertisement & Musical Theater. haha.... Who cares??? As so long can perform something, that is counted as oklaa... Then, after that, we had a war game. [Rasanye ni war game yang paling bengOng sket kot. sorry ye kak!]. And the last day was ended by abg bai through his slot about 'ukhwah'. [da macam KBM pulok dah! hehe... abg bai2]

And the camping ends here~ Overall the camping was like a Daurah Khariji (An outdoor course with full of input). Its not like mukhayyam that I use to go, but then till when we should go through the same thing right?? Sometimes we need some change.. For me I like most of the slot as it gives me more knowledge in being a better leader in the future. InsyaALLAH.. I want to give my gratitude to all my brothers & sisters of IIUM Gombak for spending your times for us to make this mukhayyam happen even though most of you are busy having classes & tests. Jazakallahu khairan kathira & thank you very much~

Only He could repay you guys for everything you've done.

See you guys in Gombak!!!! ^_^"

On the way to Rebutia Camp..

A tazkirah by kak Amin (in the middle)

A slot by ust. hasanuddin

maryam, mardy & afifah are busy with the vegetables while sufi loves to interrupt! hehe

' We are the bOosters of the UMMAH '

[dOn't play2 with us]