~Memories~

Bak kata laiqa, memory memoru~ hehe...

Sahabat? Teman? Rakan? Kawan? Yuk, kita bercerita disini~

Tatkala berbicara mengenai memori, aku sering terkenang akan sahabat2ku terutamanya yang telah berjuang bersama-sama denganku sejak dari aku mula-mula masuk darjah 2 hinggalah ke tingkatan 5. Merekalah antara yang banyak memberi aku semangat & dorongan x kira dimana sahaja aku berada. Bilamana aku down & kadang2 pernah juga aku tersasar seketika, merekalah yang tidak jemu menasihat & memberi semangat agar aku terus melalui jalan dakwah ini dengan gigih walaupun banyak onak & cabarannya harus ditempuh~

Hari ini, entah kenapa hatiku tiba-tiba tergerak nak membelek album & video Ekspedisi Nadi Hidayah ke Puncak Kinabalu. Ya ALLAH! Tidak dapat aku gambarkan betapa rindunya aku kepada sahabat-sahabatku ini. Termasuk juga guru-guruku yang menjadi pengiring waktu itu. Seolah2 xpdc itu menjadi tahun terakhir buat kita semua di SMIH. Sayang, kini semuanya sudah tidak lagi menjadi tenaga pengajar di sekolah... Setelah kami meninggalkan SMIH, satu persatu guru2 pengiring kami meninggalkan sekolah itu. Ust. shahrudin ikut jejak kami dgn mengikuti kursus KPLI, kemudian ust. Hamidah & ust. Halimah juga pergi meninggalkan mereka disekolah. Setahun selepas itu, ust.rahim pula menyusul mencari rezeki ditempat baru. Aku juga rindukan suara takbir yang bergema tatkala dilaungkan disetiap kali kita mencapai kejayaan tidak kira sama ada ikhwah mahupun akhawat yang melaungkannya.

Kebanyakan masa di waktu aku sedang stress, aku seringkali teringatkan wajah-wajah sahabat-sahabat seperjuanganku itu.. Merekalah yang menjadi penawar dikala stress ku menyerang. Syahdu rasanya hati bila terkenangkan mereka. Menitis air mataku menahan kerinduan. Pada seorang sahabat inilah aku sering mengadu & berkongsi rasa. Terima kasih Zulaiqa! Bagiku, merekalah sahabat yang tiada galang gantinya. Antara banyak-banyak sahabat, merekalah yang no.1 aku ingat, sayang & kasih setulus hati.. Sungguh, lafaz yang tersimpan ini tidak dapat ku tuturkan dengan kata-kata biasa. Merekalah sahabat yang aku ikat sepenuhnya dengan hati.

Kenangan itulah yang menggamit hatiku untuk kembali semula ke sekolah. Aku tidak malu untuk kembali ke sekolah yang telah menjadi saksi perjuangan kami sejak kami berumur 7 tahun hinggalah umur mencapai 17 tahun. Aku sangat bersyukur kerna ibu bapaku menghantarku ke sekolah ini kerna disinilah bermulanya sebuah persahabatan, persengketaan & perjuangan kami semua demi mencapai sebuah kejayaan yang bukan hanya kejayaan akademik semata-mata, bahkan juga sebagai permulaan titik tolak kami sebagai seorang dai'e. SEKOLAH RENDAH & MENENGAH ISLAM HIDAYAH, JB menggamit 1001 kenangan yang sukar untuk aku lupakan...

Sahabat2, korang tahu x yang ana SANGAT & TERAMAT RINDUKAN antum semua!! Sampai sekarang, susah ana nak cari sahabat macam antum semua yang selalu memahami & sabar dengan kerenah ana. Kalau ana ada masalah dengan kawan2 lain, ana sayu sangat bila teringat antum semua. Memang susah nak menahan air mata tu dari bergenang sebab koranglah sahabat2 yang AMAT ana SAYANGI. Memang tiada yang dapat gantikan korang tau! Ana rindu nak gaduh, sakat & cari pasal dengan korang semua. Kadang2 tu rasa macam nak balik ke alam persekolahan balik. Rasa macam x nak masuk ipt, tapi nak wat macam mane kan? Life have to go on no matter what happens. Bersyukur rasanya bila batch kita x ramai ahlinya terutama sekali yang akhawat. Disebabkan itulah kita rapat dan x de berlakunya assobiah dalam batch kita kan? rinduuuunyeee.... x sabar nak tunggu gathering nanti. Kalau ditakdirkan umur kita panjang, kite jumpe kat sana ya? Doakan ana dapat datang tau! ^_^"

kami!

indah bukan ciptaan ALLAH?

Kami dipuncak jaya! TAKBIR!!

guru2 ku yang di sekolah kelihatan tegas, tp umpama kanak2 ketika disini.. hehe

(us. shah, us. rahim, ust. halimah & ust. hamidah tidak akan kami lupa walau kalian

bukan lagi pendidik di SMIH)

perjuangan kita bermula disini~

kenangan yang akan ku kenang selama2nya

walau sijil kami bewarna, tapi kejayaan ini untuk semua~

~sahabat tempatku mengadu & berkongsi cerita~

semangat bukan kami??

~Tinta buat sahabat~

Sahabat2 yang ku kasihi,

andai aku terleka & terlena dengan helah duniawi,

kejutkanlah aku sehingga aku betul2 terjaga,

Sedarkanlah aku bahawa aku berada di alam yang nyata,

Jangan biarkan aku lena terus dibuai mimpi yang hanya sementara,

Jangan tinggalkan aku sendirian didunia yang entah apa adanya.

Sahabat2 yang ku sayangi,

Ingatlah bahawa aku juga manusia biasa yang bisa hanyut bila2 masa,

Tariklah aku sekuat2nya andainya aku jauh dari kalian juga dakwah ini,

Pautlah aku sekuat2nya supaya aku tidak lari lagi,

Ikatlah aku bersama2 ukhwah & dakwah itu...

Sahabat2 yang ku sayangi,

Mungkin aku kelihatan seperti orang yang kuat semangat,

Macam waktu sekolah2 dulu,

Namun hati manusia tiada siapa dapat jangka kan?

Aku juga lemah!

Aku juga mudah beralih arah!

Memang untuk tetapkan hati itu tidak mudah,

Tapi, USAHAlah!

Aku juga akan berusaha untuk diriku,

Tapi kau juga tolonglah aku untuk tetap berada dijalan ini,

Kita sama2 berusaha ya?

Terima Kasih sahabat!

Kerna itu, kasihnya aku pada kalian bertambah..

Kerna itu, sayangnya aku pada kalian mekar...

Kerna itu ukhwah kita tidak pernah pudar

Malah semakin hari semakin bercambah...

Semoga ALLAH merahmati serta memberkatimu sahabat..

Ukhwah fillah abadan abada~

nukilan oleh IMAN;

2:05 AM, 11 April 2010

TSPP, JB

~ Sahabat2 seangkatan ~

.: laiQa : angah : atiqah : ainnur : dayah : bari : ikmal : mardy :.

.: khadijah : nuha : aifiah : afifah : maryam zahidah : athirah : amalina : adiba : salwa : nisa' : izzah :.

.: nabihah : hanis : hayati : hamizah : fairuz : adila : shaidatul :.

.: a'anal : manHasni : manRos : azzam : basyir : adika : afiq : faaris :.

.: fakhrudin : fahmi : furqan : munzir : nu'aim : suhaib : umairM : umairS : zhafir :.

.: daeng : hasif : abbas : luqman : mirul : ghazi : syahmier : muadz : aiman :.

.: haiqal : 'ammar : anas : madH : madJ : firdaus : hazim : khairudin : lutfi :.

.: marwan : mubin : safiuddin : saiful : salman : syafiq :.

.: uda : zariffullah : uqbah : syahmul : zaid : zakaria :.

TERIMA KASIH semua for the great friendship!

Dinner for tOday!

Alhamdulillah.... After so long I was craving to eat a home cooked meal and at last tonight was the day! Hehe.... I just couldn’t bear to eat outside food anymore. With not much choice and too much of ajinomoto, I rather eat at a home cooked meal. I only wish if the hostel have a kitchen. At least a place to cook no matter if it is a small kitchen. I just can’t stand to eat outside laa... I love to cook but not much recipe that I know. All this while, the only menu that I usually cook is lamb & chicken curry, black pepper chicken, chicken & beef with ketchup, fried chicken & fish, sweet sour fish (most of the time x jadi pun), ayam & lamb masak merah. Not much kan? If veggies, basically I can cook anything laa depends on what veggies we have. Normally I prefer to eat ulam & coleslaw as it is easier to prepare and healthier to be eaten. Yet, I’m grateful that I know how to cook even though only a few dishes.

Well, it seems that I have to learn more. And lately, I’ve been looking for the recipe of paprik. Paprik is always my choice when I have to order food. But in a variety type of lauk laa.. Sometimes chicken or beef or prawn. I love prawn paprik!! Hehehe.... ok laa. Actually, I wanted to share the dishes that I cooked for today. The menu was lamb masak merah, fried tempe, mix veggies fried with mushrooms and long beans & broccoli. Everything was finished eaten by abah, mama, angah, kakcik, adik & me even though the lamb was quite salty. Hehehe.... Sorry lerr. It has been almost 2-3 month I have not cooked at home I think. It seems that after this I need to polish my cooking skills. This recipe was taken from makcik2 who taught us cooking in R2J2 programme. Actually it was for ayam masak merah for nasi tomato, but I applied it to this lamb. Sori kambing ye? hehe... well, I'm glad that I can remember the recipe. ^_^"

First Menu; Lamb masak merah

Ingredients:

A:

-Of course lamb (any parts u like)

B:

-Garlic (half of the whole garlic)

-2 Red onions

-A thumb size of ginger

-1 stalk of lemon grass

C:

-A handful of dried chilies

how to do it???

1) Firstly, boil the dried chili in boiled water. Then, after the chili looks a bit fluffy, filter the chilies in a filter.

2) Next, chop all ingredient B into dices and blend it all together with the dried chilies.

3) Then, 'tumis' the blended ingredients, put some salt & sugar secukup rasa and after a while put in the lamb.

4) Be patient. It might take one half hour to 2 hours to cook.

5) And there u go... the dish is ready!

Have a good try! hehe.... (x delaa pandai sangat pun tp saje je nak share.)

the veggies is being fried in the wOk~

ready to be serve!!

Ok, that is all from me! Have a nice try.....

~ الحمدلله وشكرالله ~

Alhamdulillah wa syukurillahh.......

Give thanks to ALLAH because for His kindness, I still have the chance to sit for the exams and finish my first semester for first year.... And now, I'm here at home sitting in front of my laptop updating my blOg since it is quite 'dusty'.. oh well.....

hmm.... updating about myself, I was actually quite busy lately because I had to finish up all the assignments given before the examination date. Well iman, it's your own fault to do the assignments last minutes! So, handle it!!! huhuhu.... so baaddddd!! I regret for leaving everything till the very last minute! Gosh, I just could not face it again next sem.. Enough once!

.: 6 April 2010 :.

Now, finally all the work, assignments & exams are finished! Yeay! But wait, I cannot be happy yet as for the results is not keyed in yet..... huwaaaa.... I fear for the worst~ I was not confident in doing the exams.... huhu... May ALLAH soften the examiners heart to give me better marks...

Straight after exam Science of Qur'an, abah fetch me at IIUM. He came with his friends as they was having programme at bangi. So, since abah wants to go back to JB that day, I took this opportunity to go back home as well. hehehe.... JIMAT!! Save budget tuhhh!

.: 7 April 2010 :.

Woke up and dunno what to do....

Then, fetch the novel entitled Seribu Kali Cinta written by Anis Ayuni and started to read it. After so long I haven't read novels...... I bought this novel in KLIBF (International Book Fair) with few other books. It was a typical malay story but then I just love to read novels... hehe

.: 8 April 2010 :.

After breakfast with mama, abah, yeop & kakcik, I went to the JPN (Jbtn Pndftrn Ngra) to renew my IC... hoho... that was the only chance I had after so long I wanted to renew my IC. Maybe 2-3 years of waiting?? The first time I wanted to renew it because of new address, they can't identify my identity because at that time my fingers was suffering from eczema that is why the system couldn't identify my fingerprints.. It was quite bad that time till me myself could not see the fingerprints.

Consequently after that, me & mom went to Tabung Haji to update our bank books. Did some shopping a little bit and came back home. Today's book is entitled Ilham Hati by Damya Hanna. For me, I like both Damya Hanna & Anis Ayuni's novels.. hehehe... best jugak laa.. This is the book;

Waaa.....! I want to read this boook sO muchh!! Salju Sakinah.. Was attracted by those who have read this book. Arghhh...... tapi apakan daya, buku nye masih x dapat dipinjam dari rOom mate ku! Xpe2 tunggu naik sem nanti baru pinjam.... hmm.... soon, this Diary of a Wimpy Kid book by Jeff Kinney is my next target to be read today!

hooho..... until we meet in the next post! ^_^"

Valentine oh valentine!

Valentine oh Valentine!

Why is this day is sOoo special for most people or should I say for most COUPLE??

It's just a day ok? People just don't understand... Especially the muslims..

You say that your religion is MUSLIM, but yet, you still do things that is PROHIBITED by ALLAH.

You say you know the limit of interaction between man and woman, but yet, why do you still ignore it??

Is it so hard to follow His rules and avoid what is prohibited by Him??

Well YES it's hard if you feel it is a burden for you, but then, if you sincerely do it without you feel as being forced, then it'll be easy.. YES!! EASY!! Like my parents always say, if you make a decision with base on your heart, then, you might fall into disaster. Then, follow your mind so it'll make you think which one is good or bad.

What is the point having couple if it just burdens you more??

Just imagine, lots & lots of MONEY & TIME is finished by just having a couple.

Such a WASTE!! Money is wasted because you buy gift, call, message and do what so ever for the sake of your couple. And time is finished by just only calling your couple for hours and hours??? Why should it be like this???

I've heard so many people having problems without their boyfriends & girlfriends. Arghhh! So boring to hear about all these problems! It just give me headache! Therefore I rather not to listen whatever problems relating to couples. It's just so typical love story which is so bOred to be heard.

وَلاَ تَقْرَبُواْ الزِّنَى إِنَّهُ كَانَ فَاحِشَةً وَسَاء سَبِيلًا

"Do not DRAW NEAR to fornication, for it is an indecency, and its way is evil." [Al-Isra':32]

In this surah ALLAH have highlighted that DON'T YOU EVEN get NEAR to fornication as it will lead to the real fornication. Na'uzubillah. Once you're trapped in this LOVE, then it's going to be hard to avoid it as the Syaitan Laknatullah will always whisper to your ears to go near it. And at the end when people get frustrated with LOVE, they'll tend to commit suicide and do other stupid things.

O Muslim people!

Rise up and realize that we have a bigger job to do! Things not important like this should be put away from our minds. As a Khalifah of ALLAH, our job is to unite the muslim brotherhood together and bring Islam back.

Don't worry about having a couple because ALLAH has stated in surah An-Nur verse 26;

الْخَبِيثَاتُ لِلْخَبِيثِينَ وَالْخَبِيثُونَ لِلْخَبِيثَاتِ وَالطَّيِّبَاتُ لِلطَّيِّبِينَ وَالطَّيِّبُونَ لِلطَّيِّبَاتِ أُوْلَئِكَ مُبَرَّؤُونَ مِمَّا يَقُولُونَ لَهُم مَّغْفِرَةٌ وَرِزْقٌ كَرِيمٌ

"Evil women for evil men, and evil men for evil women; good women for good men, and good men for good women these are clear of what has been said; for them is forgiveness, and a generous provision."

فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا ﴿5﴾ إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا

Have faith in ALLAH, and believe in whatever He promised. And from this ayah, ALLAH says that;

"YES INDEED! In every hardship is followed by ease! " [Al-Insyirah: 5-6]

So, we can't expect to have ease throughout our life. Take this hardship as a challenge to improve our IMAN and ibadah~ If you have problems, seek ALLAH, don't seek the evil spirits.

وَقَالَ رَبُّكُمُ ادْعُونِي أَسْتَجِبْ لَكُمْ إِنَّ الَّذِينَ يَسْتَكْبِرُونَ عَنْ عِبَادَتِي سَيَدْخُلُونَ جَهَنَّمَ دَاخِرِينَ

"Your Lord has said: 'call on Me and I will answer you. Those who are to proud to worship me shall enter gehenna utterly abject'." [Al-Ghafir: 60]

ok, that's all from me. Let's look to the articles & comics down here;

(please click to the pic for larger view)

Hmmm..... macam-macam..

Kawallah nafsu mu sebelum nafsu mu mengawal dirimu~

Kelak, pasti kau akan menyesal!

by;

The beautiful of Allah's ayah~

Assalamu'alaikum.....

It seems that I've haven't been updating my blog for quite some time..

Let me see what happened along my life in campus~

Well, lately I've been a bit busy finishing up my first research paper for the subject ENGL 1345 which the topic is Types and the Importance of Brain Development in Childhood. Of course every thing end up in a major stress. But then I manage to do the research alone where supposely I have to do it with my friend, but then she withdraw from the university to enter other institution. Never mind then. Maybe this is Allah's test to me to see whether I have enough patience or not to face everything.

hmm..... let the picture speaks;

my desk.. that is all 10 books from the library that I borrowed!

Talking about this research, I began to think about my lecturer who really2 makes me stress!

Arghhh! How are we suppose to submit another 2 research paper in 3 weeks more if this first research paper is not settle yet?? It just pressures me a lot! Just imagine, for the first research paper, I didn't even get back my research outline to make it as a reference to proceed my first research, and now, we have to proceed to another 2 research papers??

"O Allah, please guide me and give calmness in handling all these challenges"

People can see me happy all the time.. But deeply in my heart, no one knows how depress I am.

Give thanks to Allah that I've already finished my SOQ term paper which also gives me a great pressure. So, here it means that from all 8 assignments & research paper that I need to do, 7 left. At least finished one assignment better than nothing! Only He knows.... Like in one nasyeed;

"Dihati ini,

hanya Tuhan yang tahu..."

Suddenly I remember this ayah from surah al-Mudassir verse 7;

"for the sake of your Lord, patiently endure"

Allah have stated in the Qur'an that we always need to be patient whenever we feel down and sorrow as Allah is always there with you. No matter whatever happens, believe in Allah and He'll help you. In another surah chapter 94 (al-Insyirah) verse 6-9,

"Surely there is ease after hardship. Aye, there is ease after hardship.

So when thou art free, strive hard, and to thy Lord do thou attend whole-heartedly"

Clearly Allah has stated in this surah that hardship is the challenge that we have to face before we gain the ease. It's simple. When Allah has promised us convenience, then, He would not break His promise. But it depends to us how long we can cope with the challenge and be patient for what He has promised. If we believe in Him, then u'll gain the sakeenah (patience) in whatever you do. For that, only He who knows what is the best for us.

After all the stress I've gone through, I realized that Allah is always with me. Whenever I feel stress and tensed, I'll find any book that talks about Islam like the book of warriors of islam, hadith and the Qur'an itself. And sometimes, whenever I read the Qur'an, suddenly, the ayah that I read refers to calmness and patience. Subhanallah.... How it is so miracle that the ayah came to me right on time when I need it. It's as if Allah consoled me on the time I was in sorrow and pressure...

So friends, trust me. If you feel bad, seek Allah for help. Remember that there must be a reason in every thing that we've gone through. He gave us reminder because He love us. May ALLAH bless all of you~

Ukhuwah

Alhamdulillah! Setelah bertahun2 mencari sejak daripada sekolah, kini saya telah menjumpai lagu ni. Credits to Zulaiqa for founding it. Wah! Walaupun x lah berapa sedap sangat, tapi lagu ni meninggalkan sentimental value pada diri saya dan juga teman-teman saya. Jadi, untuk itu saya ingin berkongsi lagu ini bersama pembaca-pembaca blog saya. Terimalah..............

Ukhuwah

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Munsyid : Snada

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As we grow along together,

hand in hand working all along, so in love I with you and we all know what to do, so in love in the world of Allah as we work and be together, at the start thinking how about. Showing love i with you, no one else as me and you, so in love so much in love we grow along together, I tell you I need you all so much I love I show you my caring. Can you tell me in my thought as we work you and I together, we will life and be together all we die so in love I with you just can't wait to say I do so in love in the word of Allah, so in love are you and I so in love Brother, I hope you realize that you mean so much to be for everything that I ever want, and I don't want to lose have what is needed by everybody in this world

I just want have special brother like you forever

wait till i'm free~

Assalamu'alaikum semua!

Maaf laa ye.... Iman sangat10x MALAS nak update blOg kerana dihujani dengan bebanan assignment, research paper & term paper.....

Jadi, seandainya ada masa, Iman akan update info terkini insyaALLAH.....

Mohon maaf atas kemalasan.

Hehehehe

Wassalam~